Just 3 more week until graduation I am very excited and I don’t feel as bad as I thought it would be as the Sun rises I believe a bright future shines a path of light for me I just have to keeping going and do my best =] I don’t want another failure so keep up the good work Steven see yourself shining bright.

Everything has a bad and good side but it is up to you to choose between them.

Today as usual the typical Wednesday where I am always bored since the beginning. I have been never been very fond of this years classes they were not as enjoyable as last year but I just need to hanging there for a bit more. I know I am acting a bit childish but get me a break I am a human too I need some complainants just like you too. I would rather go somewhere else where I can think alone. I know I am not being myself this year not like I used to be maybe because I had given up some of my hope that what I need badly right now. I don’t know I feel really confused and don’t know what an I thinking right now and not ever fully understanding what I am trying to  express…..

I hope I get out of this blueish complexity of chaos soon, and well very soon…..

Is It True – Iceland – Johanna Guorun Jonsdottir

• Author: Ryu Kum-chel
• Volumes: 26

Ares, Michael, and Baroona are admitted to the Tample Mercenaries through a simple test of skill against rank B soldiers. After passing the test with ease, they enter the same unit in the Mercenary Corp, and intrigued by each others’ skill, they soon became friends. They also met the fourth member of their group, the cowardly artist Gohue, who hides during battle, but is great at drawing. The three warriors soon prove themselves on their first mission, and rise to Rank B (though all three are far better than the Rank A soldiers).

One of the worse break I have ever had in my live not went in the right direction everything I want to accomplish had fail I wish I was more motivated like I used to be I don’t know if I am in a depression state or whatever I just don’t feel like myself….. I feel very shameful how I can be very lax as of now. All I can think of is hiding myself from the truth I just don’t know how to express this feeling to my family. I know this is very dreadful hearing me complaining but I just not myself anymore…. I need to find my way back thanks for everything

I have pick up a new Japanese drama entitled: Last Friends. The story it along with the theme song amaze me it had a stressful and emotional tone making me a bit sad.

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• Genre: Friendship, human drama
• Episodes: 11
• Broadcast network: Fuji TV
• Theme song: Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru

Plot Summary:

Last Friends tackles issues that afflict the current generation. Michiru’s mother has brought a man back to their home and she is bullied at her workplace where she works as a beauty parlour assistant. She starts cohabiting with her boyfriend, a good young man who works at the Child Welfare Division and the only person who can give her emotional support, but ends up the victim of domestic violence and becomes fearful of love. The boyishly charming Ruka was a classmate of Michiru’s in junior high school. She has performed brilliantly as a motocross racer and aims to win the national championship, but as the story progresses, a deep worry that she can neither confide in her parents or close friends grows evident. Takeru is a hair and makeup artist acquainted with Ruka. He is a good confidant to females due to his kindness and perceptiveness, and finds himself attracted to Ruka but has a phobia of sex as a result of a past trauma. The three of them become house mates and through their associations with others, gain the capacity to be positive about life.

Plot Summary:

Macross Frontier marks the 25th anniversary of the Macross anime franchise. It is a direct sequel to the first Macross series and Macross 7 and follows the lives of Alto Saotome, Ranka Lee and a pop idol named Sheryl Nome on board the Macross Frontier colonization fleet. After the war against the Zentradi aliens, Humankind has spread across the universe in order to ensure its survival. The Macross Frontier fleet is part of a effort to spread and maintain the culture of humanity.